Boredom is a drug

and I am under her spell

I get bored too quickly. That’s as good as it’s bad. Being bored makes me study, write, work, read, paint. Or it simply sends me out into the city. Not this city. Boredom has been the bridge to creating a life where I mostly have fun. Right now, it’s the bad kind of bored. The one that makes me feel delusional, ungrateful and diagnose myself as mentally…